I can do many things – some of the time. When I can’t, it’s hard to convince people who’ve seen me do it before.
Moreover, it’s hard to convince myself.
I push myself too hard when I assume that my current self is the same as my recent self. It’s not – my abilities fluctuate wildly.
I want to grow more attentive to who I am right now, not twisting it to fit my memory of yesterday.